Ashley (rockmysoxoff876) wrote in bert_is_sex, @ 2005-05-30 15:33:00

-Title: I’ll Love You in the Most Sensual Way CHAPTER 8
-Band/Pairing: Gee and Bert
-Author: accentsarehot **Carrie** and rockmysoxoff876 **me**
-Rating: R
-Summary: hes back...
-Authors notes or any other information: I don’t think so…just read.

[Gerard] I stared at him, waiting for him to do something, anything. When he didn't move, it only made it worse. At least he spoke.....

"Well, aren't you going to say something?"

I slowly crawled backwards, until I'd cornered myself and was as far as I could go. That's when I realized how screwed I was and I let a whimper escape me. I kept my eyes focused on Scott as I absently felt around for the only one that I know really cares about me. "....Bert...." I couldn't even hear myself, so I tried again, a little louder this time, "....Bert....." I bit down on my lip and called for him one more time, this time more desperate and fear-stricken. "Bert!"

[Bert] I heard Gerard whimpering but for a minute it didn't fully register in my brain. I slowly sat up to see Gerard sitting in the corner of the bed, tears streaming down his face. "Baby doll, what's wrong?" I brushed his hair back behind his ears.

[Gerard] With a shaky hand, I pointed towards the doorway, not saying a word; I couldn't for the words.....I was too scared right now.

[Bert] I slowly turned my head, meeting my gaze with where Gee was pointing. “…holy shit.” I looked at Scott for a moment; he just stood there, as if nothing was wrong. A creepy smile spread over his blood stained face. “What the fuck are you doing here?” I made my way up and off the bed.

[Scott] "What do you think I'm doing? I'm taking back...what is rightfully...mine."

[Bert] "Yours? YOURS!?" I repeated myself louder than I had before. "Gerard is not YOURS, if he's anybody’s, he is my boyf--fiancé! I have no fucking clue where you’re going with this." is stepped closer to him.

[Scott] "Well, you don't have to have a fucking clue where I'm going. All you have to know....is that I...am going to make things right. The way they were supposed to be."

[Bert] “And how the fuck do you think you’re gonna do that because everything IS how it’s supposed to be!” My anger was rising but I didn’t want to hit him just yet, I knew hoe Gee reacted to that last time.

[Scott] "Now, why do you honestly think I would tell you exactly what I've got planned, hmm?"

[Bert] “You touch him and I swear to god I WILL kill you this time!” I took another step forward, before making any moves I looked over at Gerard. I looked at him and mouthed and ‘I’m sorry’ and an ‘I love you.’ With that I kicked Scott hard in the stomach.

[Scott] I squeezed my eyes shut and tilted my head downwards, holding the back of my head with my hands.

After a moment for recovery was taken, Scott looked up at Bert, smiling a little. "Is that your solution for everything? Beat the shit out of people? Or is this just today? Do you usually...say...run from your problems?"

[Bert] I didn’t know what to say. For once I was fucking speechless. After a moment of thought I opened my mouth. “I don’t usually beat the shit out of people but you’re the guy that deserves it!” I looked at him for moment, he was calm, why? “Get the FUCK out of here NOW! If I ever fucking see you again I will personally shove my foot down you fucking throat and stab you until you fucking bleed to death like the worthless piece of shit you are Scott!”

[Scott] Scott laughed, low and bitter. "Of course you will....." He shook his head, "Do you even have it in you to kill someone? ....Have you ever done it? Tell me, Bert....do know the rush....of killing someone?"

[Bert] “Scott, I’m really fucking sick of you and your calm attitude and shit. You know what you’re doing is wrong! You really need to get the fuck out of here! If you don’t I’m calling the fucking police and getting a god damn restraining order! Leave now before I do something stupid!” I shouted at him with the top of my lungs. “GO BEFORE I HAVE TO EXPIERENCE THE RUSH OF KILLING SOMEONE!!!”

[Scott] "You don't like the fact that I'm calm? Hmm...that's new...."

[Bert] “GO!” I shouted with my face turning red. All my anger began to build up and before I knew it I was charging at Scott in full force. I placed my hands on his shoulders and rammed him into the wall. Tears were streaming down my face. “You have hurt Gerard and no matter what I say apparently you can’t get that through your head! You have fucked him up big time and you don’t fucking deserve to live!” I was sobbing violently but I kept my firm hold on Scott. I rammed him into the wall again, his head banging against the corner of the wall. “FUCK YOU SCOTT!” I screamed out loud, I thought I fucking broke the windows. With every ounce of strength I had in me I rammed his head hard into the wall and proceeded to knock him unconscious. His limp but still living body fell to the ground with a loud thump. I dropped to me knees and started to sob uncontrollably. "Gerard..." I whimpered his name.

[Gerard] I was still sitting there, in the corner of the bed, hugging my knees to my chest, watching as everything played out like a horrible movie. ".....Wh...what is it...?"

[Bert] “Gerard…” I cried my voice raspy from the amount of screaming I had done. “I’m sorry…I’m so sorry…please….I’m a monster…”

[Gerard] I slowly crawled over the bed towards him, collapsing on the floor next to him, "N-no....yo-you're not.....you just...." I stopped. I wasn't sure exactly what I was trying to say....it didn't matter.... I kissed his cheek and leaned my head on his shoulder, clinging to him again.
[Bert] “I…I’m what?” I sniffled and buried my face into his chest.

[Gerard] I held him close to me, hugging him tightly. "You're....you're here....with me.....and to me.....that's all that matters...."

[Bert] I sniffled again and wiped my eyes, "I'm gonna go call the police okay?" I slowly stood up and made my way to the phone.

[Gerard] I nodded a little, "....Kay...."

[Bert] “Uhm yes is this the police? Right uhm I sorta have a small situation. Yea this guy is well after my fiancé because there was a uh incident between the two of them a while ago and well he came back tonight and I beat the shit out of him and he left. But then he came back and broke into our bus just a little while ago and well I sorta knocked him unconscious and well yea….” The cop asked what kind of incident it was so I whispered into the phone, I didn’t wanna remind Gee. “They were boyfriend and boyfriend and the guy Scott, raped him and he came back to ‘set things straight’ as he worded it…right…okay thank you.” I made my way back over to Gerard and sat next to him. “They are on the way alright?” I hugged him tight and kissed his forehead. “Did he hurt you at all while I was sleeping?”

[Gerard] I shook my head, "No....." I whispered.

[Bert] “Okay good, this time I’m making sure he can’t come near you anymore okay? I love you Gerard you know that, I’ll never let him hurt you ever again.” I cradled him in my arms.

[Gerard] I clung to him, holding myself as close to him as I could. I wanted to say something, but I was too out of it to really speak.....this was all so... I bit down on my lip to try and keep the tears from falling. So many memories....

[Bert] “Shhhhh baby doll, It will be okay, I promise.” Seconds later there was a knock at the door. I made my way over Gerard still clung to my side.

“Hello officer.”

“Hello Mr.….?”

“McCracken, Mr. McCracken. Uhm, Scott is right over here sir.” I led him around the corner to where Scott was laying. He reached down and checked his pulse.

“He’s still alive so we can’t arrest you for anything; it was in your defense. I presume you are Mr. Way correct?” The officer pointed Gerard and he shook his head. “Alright well, we’ll take Scott with us okay? Tomorrow or in the next few days you will need to come down to the station to fill out some papers for a restraining order, after that he can never bother you again. I’m terribly sorry you two.” With that the officer walked out with Scott. He put him in the back seat and locked the door. “We’ll be calling you too tomorrow okay? Have a good night.” Seconds later he drove off into the distance. I walked Gerard back inside and sat on the bed with him. “I’m sorry baby.” I held him tight and kissed the top of his head.

[Gerard] I leaned into him, snuggling into him, getting as close to him as I could. I didn't want to separate from him. I was too scared for that. I didn't want to leave him.....but what scared me the most, despite him telling me that he wouldn't, was the thought that he would leave me. He would realize I wasn't who he thought I was; that he would come to his senses and realize he didn't really love me like he thought he did....

[Bert] “Gee baby, I love you so much, no matter what….more than you know. We’ve had a rough night, how about we get some rest. I’ll hold you all night long, I promise, you really need some sleep though.” I smiled weekly and kissed his forehead.

[Bert] "....I don't.....I don't know, baby.....i-if I can...sleep. I-I mean...." I bit down on my lip. "I just....." I coughed a little from trying to keep the tears subsided.

[Bert] “Shhh babe, its okay, you don’t have too, let’s just lay down okay?” I laid back with him and stroked his hair, I know he likes that. I started humming to him.

[Gerard] I snuggled into him and buried my face in his neck. As Bert stroked my hair, I felt my eyes growing heavy. But I wasn't sure if I'd actually be able to fall asleep....all these things going on in my mind....it was so.... I hardly even realized I'd let out a small whimper.

[Bert] “Shhh baby, its okay…” I slowly started to sing to him quietly,
“Whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
Like I am home again whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
Like I am young again whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away I will always love you however
Long I stay I will always love you whatever
Words I say I will always love you I will always
Love you whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
Like I am free again whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away I will always love you however
Long I stay I will always love you whatever
Words I say I will always love you I will always
Love you”

Slowly I started to doze, “Gerard, I’ll always love you.”

[Gerard] I smiled, just barely and linked my fingers with his, drawing lazy patterns on his shoulder with my free hand.

 

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